WORDSANDTHOUGHTS

 I have spoken before of my beloved campervan, the one I got so as I could travel with my friend during the last months of her life. An old van in need of the bodywork being done and well used. Though with a sound engine and chassis. Well it's due it's mot and tax at the end of this month and quite honestly I have not got the money to have it done, or to now run the camper and my car.
 So after a lot of heart renching thought I put it on Ebay yesterday.
 I told the reason I had bought it and how much I loved it and hoped someone would be able to do her up and be happy with her as I have.
 I put plenty of pictures on showing the bad bodywork, told what it had and as much as I knew about it and some sicko put this message on.
WHAT A LOAD OF BULL YOU WRITE IN YOUR ADD
YOU SAY YOU ARE NOT AN EXPERT AND YOU BE SAD TO LET IT GO
DO YOU HAVE TO BE EXPERT TO SEE THAT YOU SELLING A RUST BUCKET UNSAFE EVEN FOR A SCRAP YARD?
AND SAYING THAT YOU ARE SAD DOES THIS MEANS THAT ANYTHING YOU LOVE AND DRIVE ARE RUST BUCKETS?
   Now I know it is in need of some TLC but it has got an MOT and last year the mechanic said it was really sound for it's age. This message really upset me so much so that my daughter had to reply to him to which she got another load of nastiness. She also reported him to ebay because the second one was really personal.
  I think this coupled with not really wanting to sell the camper as it is still a close link to my late friend must have triggered the grief I have not up to now felt over her death. I have been so busy looking after other things I just had'nt let it out.
 Well I certainly have now was sobbing last night and a lot today and yet don't really know why.
  Am feeling a lot better now but I really wish I knew who this sick B*d was, he had no need to comment, if he did'nt like the look of it he wasn't forced to bid on it.
 Sorry to go on but think I needed to get it off my chest.

 
 

  Thought it about time I sat and blogged, I have been watching and reading everyones posts just have had family around and not had time to blog.
  Not a lot of news really, I helped my daughter move house at the earlier part of last week. Then rushed back to my caravan as my eldest sister came to this area for a holiday (didn't she pick the weather). Still we had a good time (and a few drinks). We don't get together all that often.

 So today with everyone now gone I'm feeling rather deflated and grumpy and down in the dumps .
 Don't know what to do .
 So that's why I'm moaning to you  sorry !!!!!!!